My JEE Journey: Mistakes, Learning, and the Path Ahead as a Dropper

Is anyone taking drop for JEE 2022? This is a question that has been weighing on my mind for quite some time. Let me take you through my journey and the crucial decisions that led me to this point.

11th Grade: A Shift to Online Learning

My 11th grade began with a change in learning strategy. As the possibility of another wave of the pandemic cropped up, I decided to study online. This was a strategic move not just for the sake of convenience, but also for long-term financial considerations. I purchased a batch with PW (Pathshala), but due to the above-mentioned content warnings, I did not attend a single class. Instead, I watched lectures from Mohit Tyagi's YouTube channel, hoping to make the most of my online resources. It was a grand plan, but my approach was not as rigorous as expected.

During my 11th grade, I managed to watch around 3 lectures every day, taking it to a total of 7-8 hours of study time daily. This was exhausting, but I was still unable to complete even a fraction of my syllabus. Planning and consistency were the names of the game, but I did not adhere to them properly. This was a defining moment where I realized that I needed to reevaluate my approach and prepare more thoroughly for the JEE.

12th Grade: Motivation and Overwhelming Challenges

By the time 12th grade rolled in, I was fully motivated and eager to crack JEE. I joined Pathshala and immediately started solving modules, DPPs, and other materials. My daily study hours increased to 10 and later even 13 hours. However, despite my dedication, my mock test scores remained stagnant at around 110. The main issue was that I did not analyze my mistakes, did not revise my notes, and cried after every test. The lack of revision and analysis were significant shortcomings that needed addressing.

Then, in December, the date sheet was released, and shock and depression hit me. I was expecting to appear in April and did not prepare properly. Just a month before the exam, I focused on my Bihar Board exams. The January mains indicated that I had only made it with a score of 68. With 40 days left to prepare after the boards, I read the last 20 years of physics and chemistry questions. My math skills were particularly weak, so I only attempted questions from my notes. My mock test scores were hovering around 110, and I thought I could easily secure a score of 95 in the final exam. However, the realities of the exam were harsh.

A Precipitous Uturn and the Decision to Take a Drop

With my grandmother's passing on April 1st, I had to return home, and I did not have the mental energy to prepare for the exam. By April 6th, I was unable to recall some basic formulas, which is unfathomable given my preparation. The April exam results showed a disappointing score of 94, but I have always believed in myself and my potential to do better. Hence, I have decided to join a drop batch for JEE 2022.

Renewed Determination and Future Plans

Now, what's next? For starters, I plan to study a minimum of 12 hours every day, with a strong focus on revision. I understand that my weak points need to be addressed, and I am prepared to work on them. I will follow my teachers' instructions meticulously and stay committed to my goal. Every step taken from now on will be towards a better score and a clearer understanding of my subjects.

For anyone out there considering taking a drop for JEE 2022, I would like to share my journey and the lessons I learned. It is not about how much you study, but how you plan, analyze, and implement your strategies. Determination, consistency, and a willingness to learn from mistakes are the key to success.